what will happen in the morning...

I should be sleeping now... it's quite late already and i have to wake up early...

it's kind of a routine already waking early to go to an interview or job hunting...

after which, i have to wait and wait for the result to come out...

i have been here in singapore for almost two months already...

and still i haven't got any offers yet...

it's kind of frustrating what will happen to me in the morning...

will i get a call or even an offer? or will it be just another day of waiting?

it is really a nerve racking experience for me...

sometimes i feel incompetent that my skills are not good enough for them...

sometimes i think, is this risk i am taking be successful or not...

i don't know till when i can wait...

but after all these weeks of crying, moping around, stressed, depressed and being homesick...

i hope i can see some light, even just a spark to keep me from hanging on and not give-up...

i have to be strong for myself...

i have to hope for the best...

i have to trust in the Lord to provide for me...

i just hope that somehow tomorrow morning would be different...